Thursday, February 12, 2015

Reflection for 4th Grading




Last grading has getting to end. Graduation is getting nearer.  And I am feeling right now is happiness, excitement, and loneliness. I’m happy because all the hard work we’ve done was all worth it. And this year we are going to graduate in High school. I’m excited because there is a new chapter of my life coming ---COLLEGE. I’m also lonely because of the people that I’m going to left in high school who’s been a big part of my life---My Best friends, Friends, Teachers, Classmates, Crushes, and let’s not forget my Enemies who made me stronger than ever.  Now, I’m saying goodbye. It’s hard. It hurts. If I can just back forward the past when we were still in first year so that our time together will still last. But there’s no forever and I know we all had each other’s journey to our dreams.
For all those past grading, 4th grading was the best ever but it’s also the worst. It is the best because I have more lot times w/ my friends and best friends. And days can only count for the end of our 4 Chapters in life--- HIGH SCHOOL. It is also the best because I also believe in designing my future. I often have ideas (visions, really) about what I want to do next and where I want to go and what kind of work I want to do. I unlock all constructions around these visions and let my mind wander anywhere and everywhere -- the expansiveness to dream is freeing. This grading makes me realize that “time is really important.” If you don’t know to spend time worthy w/ your love one’s, your life in high school isn’t that really complete. Our time is limited and we all know that. We can’t stop it neither back forward or fast forward it. So we must account our time w/ all our friends and teachers and forgot the misunderstandings w/ my enemies. Now, I can release all the anger and pain that they made me felt. In the other side, 4th grading is also the worst because as a first section in regular class in 4th year, we must pass our projects earlier and that’s because our last exam will be on February 20, 2015. Too early right? So, this time I am again rushing all my requirements for this grading. Nothing changed. Still passing my projects on the exact deadline like now, I am doing my draft in I.C.T. w/c the deadline is today. IV- Rizal students were all haggard also because were busy in our Extra Curricular Activities w/c is required for ranking. Even teachers are busy because graduation is getting nearer and nearer. It is the worst because I’m going to leave all the people who have been a big part of my life whom I met in a home-like school--- IOCOS SUR NATIONAL HIGH SCHOOL.
          I want to take this opportunity to say “Goodbye, Thank you and Good luck”. Thank you for all the experiences and memories. All of those serves as my entire treasures and will stay in my mind and heart. Thank you because you made me strong, you made me feel important and part of your life. Thank you for the laughter’s we shared, the tears, love, pain and your understandings. And I want say that my Goodbye’s doesn’t mean were not see each other’s again but it is just for a mean time and I hope we’ll see each other again on the time when we are all successful. Good luck for our journey or another chapter of our life and with all our desires and dreams for our future will become true and I hope we will be all successful. May God bless us all and guide us in our way to reach our stars. I all love you and I’ll miss you! Thank you and Goodbye! See you around!J



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